DS Explained

I'm one of those brought up in a Catholic home and view 'gayness' as a sinful way of life. Of course, I've since then changed, no not changed, but denied that truth (?). Deep inside, because of religion deeply ingrained in me, I still feel guilt whenever I have sex. It's just a part of me that I cannot shake off. Having said that, I still continue to be what I am and hope that God still has a special place for me in His heart. So, in my thinking, while I do my best to be a decent and kind human being, I still feel that I am doomed to hell for all my sins...